Pink playdough and life

This morning, Bella and I made playdough! It was the easiest recipe :)

2 cups of plain flour

1 cup of cold water

1 cup of salt

1 tablespoon of oil
food colouring

No cooking required!

Of course we made it pink :) Bella really had no idea what to do with it at first. She then proceeded to eat it, which didnt go down to well. She got the hang of it after a while :)

It's currently in the fridge so we can play again this afternoon.

You know, sometimes I feel like that playdough - being pushed and pulled around, bashed up and then rolled out again. We are heading off to another doctor this afternoon to see if we can get some answers regarding my anxiety, phobias and OCD. She specialises in this area, so hopefully she wont just hand me a pill and shove me out the door. I know the medication I am on isnt working well, and that probably needs to change. I am hopeful, yet still think that nothing is going to change. I have a pretty defeatist attitude and know I need to be more positive.

We'll see how we go this afternoon. Abraham took the car to work and will come back and pick me up to go to the doctor. If it was left up to me to get there by myself I would never go.